Eating... And shoes!

First of all, I apologize because I am typing this blog post on my iphone. Therefore, it will be short.

I feel the need to talk about something serious.

I used to have eating issues in grade 9/10 and for the most part after that, I've been fine.

But recently I've run into some trouble.

I've been trying to eat healthier lately, and it is really not working out well. It did for a while, but I've been so hard on myself. I'm trying to eliminate all bad foods. For me, this essentially means portion control and eating less baked goods, like cookies, muffins, and any desserts my mom makes.

I've been so hard on myself that I am overly concerned about my weight, which is weird.

I'm trying to hit 130 lbs and I usually get excited when I gain weight. But I bought this scale that tells me my body fat % which is what is freaking me out. My weight is going up, but so is my body fat %! I'm honestly starting to think that the scale is inaccurate, but I have no way of telling.

The problem is not that I am not eating well, it's just I am so concerned about it I am getting anxious about my weight more than I should.

This has been going on for 2 weeks ish.

I just had to step back and really look. I came to the realization that even if I har gained body fat, that I am still extremely healthy and fit. Sure, I can't let it get too high, but gaining 1% isn't that much of a big deal, especially if I am unsure whether or not he scale is actually working.

Although, there is good news! I've been wanting some hi tops for the gym, just for training, and I finally bought some. But they are special because I customized them! I wanted customized Adidas but they don't ship To Canada, so. Got reeboks. I got to pick the colors and I am getting them personalized with something else.

Once I get them in (hopefully before the end of march, and likely not before the Ed of march break) ill probably do a hole blog post about them because I'll love them so much. I just hope they are as nice as tht were online!